The world is incubating in a quiet cocoon, and things feel a bit surreal. A part of me needs to understand what is happening, to research to connect the dots and see why and what. The other part of me feels a powerful surge of magnificence carrying the world into higher realms that we cannot comprehend. During the days at home, these two parts of me alternate back and forth.
Some messages are coming in clearly, like what I should do each day, so I do that. However regarding what’s actually happening, my intuition comes up strangely incomplete, and I understand we really have no idea what’s going on. This tells me that perhaps even the higher beings or God haven’t yet figured out how to unravel the whole puzzle.
This is an extraordinary moment in which our reality can instantly and radically shapeshift into to a different picture, just like what we are seeing in the media and social networking. One moment it’s clearly an elephant, and suddenly it turns into a Beethoven symphony. In my best moments I see it is far better to surrender myself to the life stream. To let my guides do their jobs without second-guessing them, without pushing, pulling, or even planning. When I let go and allow this joy and happiness to fill me without any effort to control, I trust I will be carried to the highest place, my best destination.
I refuse to be polarized in trying to identify who is bad, who is good, and who is to blame. After all, what do we have to fear? More discomfort? More poisoning of our food, air, an water? More wasteful war and racism? Disease, mandatory vaccines, ID chips? Being fried with 5G, more control and disrespect? Stupidity, prejudice, and death? Frankly, I’m quite tired of all these things. I no longer fear them. I’m ready to face it all and change almost everything. Of course, I’d like the world to be vastly different. I’m cocked and ready to help create that. I’ve already dedicated my life to helping all sentient beings achieve happiness and freedom.
This is far more than a pandemic. It’s an amazing time for all of us to be alive, to be so intimately connected with others in the world, with animals and nature, to see the radical shifts and changes happening every day, as we fly at top speed into a new future, each one of us in our own way.
Next step… perhaps to visualize exactly what we really want.
Here is Bali, the beaches are totally quiet. Hotels are closed. Fortunately under partial lockdown we can go for ocean walks without police disturbance.
Most restaurants are closed, however yesterday we found the Organic Earth Kitchen open! I tried the Red Rice Thali, and Lama D had a Mexican Pizza!
Alternating between Silence and Doing, one step at a time.
I don’t know what the future holds. My next worldly projects are lined up neatly, but I must wait for the appropriate time to do them. Sometime it’s best to do nothing. I want to learn PhotoShop, finish my book illustrations, create online classes, and record an audio book for Buddha Speaks. The universe tells me to to take one step at a time, no rush.
Lama D and I are fine staying home in silence. He is chanting, and I’m meditating a lot, meanwhile working slowly on my projects. Perhaps that is enough.
Thanks for checking in! Best wishes to you all. I send vast blessings for, health, patience, safety and positive shifts leading us out of this heavy situation. Srijana